Say it OnLy if you mean it.

Sunday, May 02, 2010 at 8:51 AM

my Personality Tests result
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Yourself: People like you because you are so straightforward.
Girlfriend/boyfriend: You like serious, smart and determined people.
Relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well.
Love: You are very serious about relationships.
Education: Education is very important in life.
Job: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job.
Success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go.
Afraid: You are afraid of things that you cannot control

i'm taking forever to forget you.

Saturday, February 27, 2010 at 7:51 AM

为什么人往往要等到失去了才会懂得珍惜？

i'm taking forever to forget you.

Sunday, February 07, 2010 at 9:40 AM

chin 遇见你

感情故事的安排

你迎面走过来笑脸可爱

於是我来回徘徊
穿越街道人海为你等待

脑海不停重演你跟我又再遇见

这巧合我用心可以排练幸福会兑现

守在你走过的路线等你出现

街道的风景你的脸掠过身边

美丽的剧情在上演我们之间

一瞬间感动在蔓延这一刻我们又遇见 oh baby

终於出现在人海我心动的女孩命运安排

这是最美的意外相遇某个路牌对你表白

脑海不停重演你跟我又再遇见

这巧合我用心可以排练幸福会兑现yeah baby

守在你走过的路线等你出现

街道的风景你的脸掠过身边

美丽的剧情在上演我们之间一瞬间感动在蔓延

这一刻我们又遇见

有些片段会走远深刻的画面不会变

守在你走过的路线等你出现

街道的风景你的脸掠过身边

美丽的剧情在上演我们之间一瞬间感动在蔓延

这一刻我们又遇见

the melody of this song is nice... but i prefer the thai version... =)

i'm taking forever to forget you.

Saturday, February 06, 2010 at 7:11 AM

STATUS

that's the word i am thinking right now, or rather like most of the time.
i think this word matters to me alot and it does have effects on my future.

soon, i will stepping into another new stage of my life, i guess, by then, things will be totally different and honestly, i don't know if i would be able stay on. my mind is already wavering now. what shall i do? give up? this problem has been bothering me since day 1.

i hate to have the feeling of depending on someone. it makes me feel so useless and helpless. that's why i bound to work hard and get a good job.

life's complicated but the only way is to get on with it cause that's the way life is. there is nothing we can do about it.

on a happy note, celebrated jus's birthday last tue. i had quite alot of fun even though it's not my birthday. haha. singing and going crazy, that's my favourite hobby. =) and i quite like the feeling of friends, sitting down, enjoying a cuppa of coffee and talked about everything under the sun. i guess when all of us start to have a stable job, this is the best solution that is available to us.

CNY is coming.... the excited feelings is like fading each day, i no longer feel the excitement when i am shopping for the clothes and thinking about going over to my grandma's is even more boring. how i wish there is more activities during new year and how i wish to fang bian pao! that would be cool!!

just feel like posting today, haha, no particular reason. suddenly got mood! okay, hope to post more often. see ya.

i'm taking forever to forget you.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008 at 7:03 AM

haha. my first post of the month.

exams coming soon and seriously, i have not even study for anything yet. always keep telling myself that i must study but ended up just slacking. really no motivation, especially when you are doing it on your own and there isn't really anyone to help you out. but what's the point of all those school friends? they still leave you in the end, and they have no effort of even trying to get you back. well, they are leading their own lives now though..

really really wanting to go for a holiday, the air in singapore is suffocating me. the fast pace that i can never follow, getting more and more forgetful each day, making more and more mistakes. how am i suppose to survive in the workplace? everything is based on performance and if you don't have them or worse, instead of constant and good performance, it's just deteriorating then how? the company will never look at how long you worked or how loyal you are to the company. everything's practical.

right now, i'm aiming 05aug-08aug 4d3nBkk FnE. hope i will be able to go. fuel and insurance charge just keeps increasing and increasing. soon, i probably won't be able to afford to go on a holiday.

movies movies. lots of good movies recently, or at least i think they are. the strangers? hancock? hellboy2? wanted? don't even have time to sleep where to find time to go for movies?? thinking about it, i'm really leading a very sucky life.

my dearest sister's birthday is coming. haha. don't know what to get her. she still owes me mine and now is july already. 7 months and i have not even receive anything. so much for having a sister. =.=

is it because i do not have enough sleep that's why i'm so easily irritated nowadays. i have to say i begin to throw small tempers easily. or maybe because i know someone can tolerate my shit and i'm just taking advantage of it? i really must change and change for the better. in this state, i think i will lose all my friends. always ignoring phone calls and never reply people's message. but.. i just didn't mean it, sometimes, i'm just too tired or lazy to talk. i'm really sorry.

alright. time for work!!!! work hard and no slack!

i'm trying and holding on very very tightly.

i'm taking forever to forget you.

Sunday, June 01, 2008 at 8:29 AM

it has been a long long time, 4 months? i don't want to be regarded as a "dao" person. it's just that there are so many other things on my mind and blogging just doesn't seem like a top priority or rather something that i will think of doing when i am free.

but whatever, i'm super free now. today is the last day of the study break. a week seems to past so fast. i've been spending all my time working and having tuition, hardly any time for myself though i have to say that i've been watching alot of movies.

currently, top recommendation is Sex and the City. nice movie, with some very touching scenes but the show is M18 so no entry for kids! (my sis)

i'm so tired, hope i can go off early.

nat is still in bali i think, kinda miss her. she must be having so much fun now, she didn't even send me a message or anything. horrible person.

okay. this is a real short message but it's a temporary connection between me and the blogging world.

i rather be alone.

i'm taking forever to forget you.

Saturday, January 26, 2008 at 1:37 PM

i love the joy of doing something right for the first time.
i love the joy of making people around me happy.

i love the joy of playing with my youngest cousin brother.

i love the joy of talking and joking about everything else with you.

i love the joy of going out with you.

i love the joy of whispering everything in your ear.

i love the joy of drinking and smiling with you.

i love the joy of understanding the word "satisfaction".

i love the joy of thinking everything that had happened in secondary school.

i love the joy of scoring all As for my examination.

i love the joy of winning a customer in a quarrel and it is all about satisfaction too.

i love the joy of being together with my family.

i love the joy of going on a holiday.

i love the joy of being able to not think about anything and rest.

i love the joy of having time all to myself.

i love the joy of making alot of money.

i love the joy of passing obstacles and proved that i can do it.

i love the joy of having passed my driving my licence.

i love the joy of watching horror movies especially thai movies.

i love the joy of going to thailand and hoping that i can stay there forever.

i love the joy of having a nice dinner with my friends.

i hate the sight of the ugly side of Singaporeans.

i hate the sight of people who are rude and irritating.

i hate the sight of hypocrites.

i hate the sight of people who pretends to know everything.

i hate the sight of my very untidy and messy bedroom.

i hate the sight of indecisive people. (why can't they just make up their freaking

mind?)

i hate the sight of very proud and arrogant people.

i hate the sight of unreasonable people. (especially customers)

i hate the sight of myself in a very bad mood. (pms)

i hate the sight of a rainy day. (especially if we are going to east coast or the beach.)

i hate the thought of trying to forget you.

i hate the thought of you having to suffer everything on your own.

i hate the thought of you constantly being played by her.

i hate the thought of having to work and wake up every single morning.

i hate the thought of going back to school and having exams. (it really sucks.)

i hate the thought of my dad going to Philipines.

i hate the thought of being poor and pathetic.

i hate the thought of being restrained and restricted.

i hate the thought of friends and families being ill.

i hate the thought of being broke. (no money really sucks.)

i hate the thought of getting accused for no reason. (think before you talk.)

i hate the thought of getting a F for my subjects.

i'm still wishing for a miracle.

i'm taking forever to forget you.