Say it OnLy if you mean it.

Sunday, October 14, 2007 at 10:53 AM

how often does one regret for his or her own actions? the answer would most probably be alot of times. under different circumstances, we will have different responses. normally, we would not think of the consequences immediately after it happen. but after thinking seriously, we often realise that we always make mistakes in our decisions. all this mistakes are not something that can be salvage, or rather, we would not be able to turn back time and ask for the same opportunity again.

and when this happens, we always will say if i had known, or 早知道. but it is too late. we can never predict what will be happening and neither can we avoid it. i just have to say that i regretted what i did and if i would ever have a chance, i would really grab hold of every single opportunity.

nowadays, my posts are getting shorter and shorter. no more inspirations already. too many things that happen.

i will probably die at work. everyday working at 6am. this has been the sixth day already. can't wait for tomorrow, i would be able to wake up later than 5am. going to aunty jenny for my nails tomorrow. finally, able to relax and enjoy. no tuition on monday too. i seriously cannot wait.

really tired of the SICK people in Singapore. all so KIASU. always think that people that are working owe them. so what if you have alot of money, there is absolutely no need to show off and also no need to be proud. that is simply your own business and i don't get paid by you. so stop assuming that i would have to do everything for you! i just feel that if you are nice, i will also be nice to you. lets just take yesterday incident for example, a indonesian couple came to our counter and want to purchase one way ticket to kuala lumpur. all my colleagues working all had no idea what they were saying so i helped them, not saying that i'm nice but i've have a small little and very limited knowledge of malay language. i had to said i was terribly nice and patient with them. then, at the end of everything, when they are about to make payment, they gave me 2 fifty dollars bills for the payment of $84. that is definitely fine but it is too early in the morning and we have yet to receive enough cash or rather, don't even have cash. so i asked him if he would have smaller change, he opened his wallet and there were 4 ten dollars bills inside, then, i asked him to give me that as i was able to give him change of $6. he refused and keep saying that he does not have change. by then, i was already super pissed. i had to practically go around asking if anyone has change and it was so troublesome. this is what i hate about them. i mean, i was trying so hard to communicate with you, trying to get you the best price and also everything that you would need and in the end, i just asked for smaller bills and they refused to give it to me so after that, i showed them my true colours and just be very rude to them. i'm sorry, but i'm like that and i already say that when you are nice, then similiarly be very nice to you.

how do you think your mood would be if you have not enough sleep for close to a week and people around you still continue to irritate you and i would have to say is on purpose? i just don't understand. if you are going to check in, and you know that during that time, the staff will explain alot of details to you, then don't send a old lady to listen to all that when you know that in the end, you will have to make another second trip to ask me. why not come in the first place, and then when you asking, don't shout at me. i don't owe you anything and i have already done my job by explaining all the details to you and i have definitely said it more than twice to the old lady and don't blame it on me if she did not tell you. you will have to shout at her and not at me.

working here will die alot of brain cells. always getting angry, also high possibility of increase of wrinkles. how to expect me to calm down and talk to them nicely? what you tell them they won't listen and they will just insist it their way and if that is the case, why don't you yourself open a travel agency, then you would be able to do things your bloody way. really very pissed off. alright, i think i've posted long enough already. this post is full of anger. haha. relaxed and feeling better now. going to the toilet and then going home.

i can't wait. seriously.

i'm taking forever to forget you.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007 at 11:50 AM

headache. some really good memories flashed across my mind. i remember that time, i was also having headache and fever but i was working, then one of my colleague went to get panadol for me. isn't that nice? haha, to think that are actually good people around in the working environment. but he is no longer working here and there are like no news of him already. don't know where and how is he. hope he will be fine.

okay. i feel like going home now and my colleague wants to kill himself. sad. working over here makes people have all sorts of different requests. this is what it calls forcing one to an end.

every single day, the only thing that i am looking forward to would be the weekends or any day that i don't have to work. everyday, when i wake up, i would be thinking of all the good things, about what time i will be going home, all this is sufficient to keep me alive for the whole week.

i'm seriously becoming more and more optimistic day by day. and i am proud of it. =)

alright. another 1320seconds more and i can go. seriously can't wait.

soon. it's all about you.

i'm taking forever to forget you.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007 at 10:42 AM

i have to say, when there are evil and irritating customers, there are also bound to be nice and kind customers and today, i met one which i would say is very nice.

Scenario:
As usual, working for the morning shift. then i have this customer that has a balance of $43. Upon checking in for this customer, i had to collect the amount from her. This balance was due to the neglience of one of my colleague as he had quoted her the wrong price and since it is also his fault, he had to bear half of the balance which is $20. The customer, after hearing that the remaining balance would be borne by our staff, then offered to pay everything! isn't that nice, i mean after all, it is also not the customer's fault.

if only all customers are like that. but sadly, this kind of scenario only happens like probably only 1 out of 100 customers. the remaining 99, as long as they don't shout at us, we will all be more than happy.

currently, me and jus still have 4140seconds more till we go. and aren't we not happy to go! going to eat and then going to tuition later. this week schedule is going to be hectic. tuition plus work. the kids exams are coming, PSLE is starting this week wednesday. i really hope all of them will be doing very very well.

alright. i'm done with all my things. going off soon.

i don't face the reality, i run away from it.

i'm taking forever to forget you.