haiz..i think i am gonna survive on bread for the next few days..it is really stupid of me..it is a mistake that i will never forget.next time i will keep on the cash to myself and i have also learn something,no one can be trusted here.i have no one to blame,it is all my fault.i just have to work harder to earn back the money that i have lost.

i think the people at work will see at work for the next following days.no choice,it is not i want to work but i have to earn back money that i have lost.thinking about that makes me even sadder. not really in any mood to do anything.

this is about someone..that someone that i thought was a friend and could be trusted. but,somethings just happen..i dunno if he changed or he have always been like that just that i didn't notice something that was 'special' about him. sometimes i even wonder what he says is true or he just made it up.he tell too much lies and he was acting from the first time i met him, i am not suprise.maybe abit disappointed but that is all.

maybe in my mind,there is nothing call trust anymore.i no longer trust anyone.just like a friend, because of money can ignore me.what kind of responsibilty is that. to think that u claimed to have alot of values in your life.

disappointed..disappointed and more disappointment..