today has been a slacking day for mi.wake up at 11.then watch tv all the way.haha.if like that like that sure die de.there have been something on my mind.why can't forget something that i really wanna forget while other more important things that i have been trying very hard not to forget but i still forget.how funny is that.

even though if have already passed quite some time,but whenever i think of that or that piece of bad memory some how comes to my mind.i will still uncomfortable and sad.i am been to forget it or put it behind mi but i can't.why izzit so difficult??i just don't understand.and when i thought of it,my mood get affected greatly.why do you have such a great impact on me.it is like you are controlling my emotions.why can't i stop thinking about you.i told mself lots of times to forget you but i just can't.probably i just dun wanna give you up.i keep on telling myself to forget you but i am oso then one that keep on holding to you.i just don't understand myself.

anyway,forget all the sad things.tomorrow is another new beginning.dunno why but i have been quite optimistic lately.hahas.dunno what have gone into me.maybe i have gone crazy.hmm.maybe i should go look up the imh website.then i can be admitted together with acasius.haha.

oh ya,regarding that thing.i am really very disappointed.to think you could tell me such a thing.working people are richer people and they won't be broke.whoever heard of that kind of theory?well,i have by a very very ridiculous FRIEND.no matter what i just feel that you are very very irresponsible.and that you have no rights to keep on saying when you are in the wrong.you are just no mature enough to admit your mistakes.and please be more INDEPENDANT.you are not a small kid anymore.so please grow up! i am sick and tired of listening to your excuses.