i was walking to work today...passing football court and a basketball court..memories start to flood my mind..feeling kind of sad..thinking of everything that happen that time...my mood went from happy to.....sort of like a roller coaster..

now,music was blasting off the speaker..i wish everyday was like that but life is not that good to me..later the supervisor will be coming and my life will be worser than before..

always wondering why am i good to people..they don't even appreciate..guess that i will always have to play that part for the rest of my life..really sick and tired of it..

envy my sis,tmr going malaysia liao..haha..gonna miss her...going for 4 nights..so good...i also wanna go..but..not possible...

another excuse...i am not angry at you but seriously if your parents can go abroad,i don't see the reason why you carn pay me back the money when you say your parents are helping you to pay for it..well,i am in no position to criticise you and i carn point a gun at you to force you..i am waiting..and see whether this friend of mine will do what she is suppose to do..

feeling very sad..shall not post anymore...