just feel like writing something..feel like crying too...
was chatting with rachel and she said ''just because i smile doesn't mean that i am happy because it takes one smile to cover a million tears''.. i like that phrase very much..haha...quite meaningful too..
my life is in a mess..something very very precious to me is gone...trying to press all the feelings inside me..but i am feeling very terrible now..don't know what to do..everythings change..
while having my luch at the cafetaria today,suddenly thought of the old days when the bunch of us were having our recess..haha...so memorable even though it is just a small thing.. things won't go back to the past..thats for sure..but i really enjoy all the times we had...
to me..i dun tink things are going well in my family..i am having a different opinion now.. and if things change,i am not suprised. maybe i will even be moving out of the house sooner than i thought...
i hope that it wouldn't be you...even though i can't help but think that you are the one.. you are probably the one that i trust most there now..so pls dun disappoint me and destroy the friendship between us.
really really breaking down soon.wish me luck...sad..
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
