been talking to my friend about something that has happen a long long time ago...maybe it is because i can't really get over it or i don't really wanna lose...i wanna know the answer but i am afraid that if i really ask,it will affect our relationship...
but if it is really the answer that i wanted, i think i will hate myself for everything i did... if it was not for what i did..everything will not have turn out like that...i have only myself to blame..
thinking about it..should i have known,i probably wouldn't even brought up that topic..can't really sleep yesterday..turning and turning...my mind was so distracted...just cannot stop thinking about it...why do i wanna rake up the past? i know it will do no good to me but.....
it has been some time since i felt like this..why is this happening again...
really breaking down soon...the spark has extinguished...no more hope...
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
