was very free so decided to post...feeling very very very sad...sad that i know that i have just let go of that chance that i was waiting for a very long time...it is seriously no one's fault..only myself to blame..i really really regret,it is all my fault...at this moment,nothing helps...
if i had been more persisted at the point of time,things wouldn't have happen like that..the more i think about it, the more i hate myself for making such a big and stupid mistake..this is a mistake i will never forgive myself...
try to stop thinking about it but i just cannot do it...if i have know the outcome, i probably wouldn't even had asked..crazy stupid me...if i had not been curious,all this would not have ever happen and the question will still remain a mystery and no one will ever remember it..
doing everything by all means to get you off my mind...thanks for letting me know that anyway.. at least i know what i wanted to know...everything that has happen is already a past..no point talking about it...
maybe i am really really fierce...but i think i am not....nothing helps now..
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
