firstly..before i start commenting about what happened today.. i would like to say sorry and more sorries...i shouldn't have been so kpo..i cause all the unhappiness that you are facing now...you said it was not my fault but i know it is..somehow or another...if not directly but definitely indirectly... i should have listened to you instead of keep insisting it my way.. but i just cannot bear to see you feeling so sad...i feel sad too.. i just want you to know the truth...but guess it is kinda cruel to you.. i really feel very bad...i am really sorry... i understand if you won't to talk to me ever again.. i deserve all this.... really sorry..
today went work then had to go back secondary school for some campaign on donating blood..i was the one who ask ruth to come but in the end, she donated and i couldn't because i was too young... =) guess it was fated somehow... ruth seem so much in pain..cannot eat properly and had lots of troubles because she can only use her left hand...i pity her....
deciding on going for thai lessons...ruth wanted to go with me but having some doubts now.. stuff, like the place was not convenient for her..she was lazy and blablabla.... i cannot blame her..she decided to learn thai was partially cause i wanted to do it.. so thanks and i deeply appreciated it.
pls don't be so sad anymore..think it in another way, it will be better because you know where you stand and you won't keep having doubts..all my fault..
shall stop..i already cause enough problems today...feeling ashamed to face the whole world..
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
