Saturday, August 05, 2006 at 11:11 PM

had no idea what had gone into me yesterday...i slept at 4!! muz be abit mad...must be the coffee that i drank yesterday...so strong..then today lack of sleep...wanted to sleep longer but cannot..too much distractions...phone ringing...then having some weird dreams...had no choice so have to get up...

i am really tired and sick of helping people.i don't mind helping people if they are grateful or that the ending will turn out great..but this time round...i have been helping again and again..but you just don't seem to care and take it for granted...what for do i have to help you? i dun gain anything..i just want you to be happy as a friend...anyway..i did everything i could and i won't do anything anymore...you just solve your own problem....i have my own problems too...

will be going off for a few days so i most probably won't blog...and today's fireworks was very nice...even though it is kinda small from my house but it is still very nice...even better than the national day...lots of colours and lots of different design....so cool..put can't take any pictures cause it was too far..sad..

hopes everything turns out fine for ver...think she is too stress and she thinks alot too...must get her out of all this negative thinking...and i want to highlight something...SHE IS NOT QUIET.. not even for a moment...so stop insisting that you are quiet....you are not!!! some things you must be patient...if he don't care...he won't bother about you...so, you and red must jia you ar!!

i can only look at you at a distance...even though i wish to be next to you..

i'm taking forever to forget you.








talk and TALK



Me.

ManYun
06dec
full of unrealistic dreams



impoSsible dreams

my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money