Friday, August 04, 2006 at 11:48 PM

i really hate lessons with that teacher....don't know what he teaching and i doubt anyone is listening...and he doesn't even cares..i think i am preparing to study everything by myself..cannot rely on him to teach me...sure die...

day 3 for ver..things she can handle abit of things already..has confidence that she can do it...she is so smart and one thing for sure...she is NOT quiet...not even abit...she is very very noisy..dunno why people can say she is quiet...anyway..hopes everything goes well for her...

so tired...walk all the way from office to home...actually not that far lar...maybe if free can try walking again...kinda fun and don't take very long to reach home anyway..somemore still got people accompany me home...so good....

why do people get treated so badly when they really care for that person...it is so unfair..if u don't like the person then tell him in the 1st place..why mislead people and let people think that they have a chance?this kind of people are just so selfish...always thinking about themselves first...it is just your mistake that you don't treasure them and don't ever regret...you choose it yourself....

ver..relax..i noe you very angry..don't care about that stupid old man lar..think the wires in the brain not connected properly...just be more careful on your way home...stop thinking about it..calm down..no use getting so agitated over him..totally not worth it...he is just another piece of shit...

i already make the wrong move in the beginning and it cost me lot...i don't wanna end up regretting and blaming myself again...i just cannot pretend that nothing happen...i am just so so close to you but i chose to give you up...thinking about this makes me hate myself more..it is just my fault...my stupid decision...

the ending is that i lost due to a wrong move made..nothing can save it anymore..totally regret everything...don't know what i am thinking...

(to ver..red+green=something very very great.good things must wait..so be more patient..)

i'm taking forever to forget you.








talk and TALK



Me.

ManYun
06dec
full of unrealistic dreams



impoSsible dreams

my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money