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Sunday, August 13, 2006 at 9:38 AM

yesterday was a busy day...work in the morning as usual then after work actually wanted to go for lunch with ruth but last minute, my mum call me and tell me that they have already reach my workplace.. -_-''' so i have to ps ruth...feel so guilty cause she waited for me so long...and she was also with a friend...next time don't anyhow promise people liao...

then yesterday nite..went to my cousin house because he was celebrating his birthday..i din know that my cousin was already 8 years old! time really pass very fast...i didn't wanted to go because our family was not so close to my mum's side relatives...but.. i had no choice.. and as expected, i was nearly bored to death..sitting over there doing nothing and all around the small little cousins was running around making so much noise...small boys are really limits! they make so much noise....

but they are all very cute...they fight and quarrel and cry but the next minute, they are playing with each other again...it is like nothing have happen..and the parents are pratically running around them too...ensuring that they don't fight and that they are away from dangerous objects..
nowadays..kids are so violent..they are all playing with guns,swords and they are also using golf clubs as weapons!! but of coz all these are just toys... at one point of time..another cousin of mine even wanted to put raw food inside his mouth because he thot that it can be eaten...(btw.. my cousin was having a bbq so there was raw meat)

then after cutting the cake, which is about 9 plus..we finally left..at first i thought we were going back home...but...we were actually going to my dad's friends house.. -_-'' then when i reach there..i was already half dead..so i was sitting on the sofa watching tv..then slowly..falling asleep.. then in the end...i forced my mum to drive me and my sis home..then when i reach home..i went immediately to bed because i was just too tired...

today was another crazy day...customer blaring up and scolding my colleague when it wasn't even her fault...alot of stuff...will take too much time if i go into details...so tired and bored but luckily got justina to pei me...so long never work together with her already..haha..

ver...cheer up...people will leave as years passed..there is nothing you can do to change..feeling sad is natural but please cheer up..get back to the normal you...the very noisy,absolutely not quiet ver...so bored at work...nothing to do..no customers...

just entertained a customer for a very long time..then went to eat...was so hungry and tired..wasted so many time talking...still got alot of things but too tired...lazy to write..hey ver! suddenly offline also didn't say bye....still got things to ask her lor...humph!

my heart still breaks whenever i thought of you...how i wish i never met you..

i'm taking forever to forget you.