posting cause i think i promised ver that i will post but i didn't so have to post today.. otherwise she say i lie again... been busy the past few days... revising(though i din did alot) working and lots of crapping... today went to watch devil wears prada.. a movie that i longed to watch for a very long time.. was so excited... overall it was not a bad show but i just thought the miranda priestly in the book was more demanding... but it was still nice.. i like it alot..
then went to work after that.. some noisy bitc* was making so much noise..i really would kill her if i could... making all those stupid irritating noise.. really can't stand it... people at her age act alot more mature than she do... maybe we just have to accept the fact of her having a kid brain..a 5 year old thinking?
thinking and thinking.. maybe i will change my mind.. i am tired of caring for people that don't even care... for what must i waste all this time? maybe i should get someone that loves me more than i loves him... tired of all this shit... i am no longer in the game...
as friends, i often wonder if i care too much...i am trying my best to ignore everything and some day even forget about your presence.. i know i am lying to myself but that is the best i can do.. even to be just friends seems to be a too difficult task for me... i still regret everything... i just cannot forgive myself.... i just can't believe it...
i thought i saw you but... everything turns out to be an illusion.....
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
