finally decided to post... i really nothing to say now..i just feel that.. if you feel happier like that.. then thats good.. i am not guilty of anything and i have nothing against my conscience.. and it is you that is doing this to me.. after all that i have done and all that we've gone through, this is the way things are going to turn out to be, i am fine with it...as i said.. you are just someone that don't even know the meaning of appreciate.. you can stick with your bf and friends for all you like.. i don't care... because now then i know that i actually have a friend that has been using me all along.... or should i say a foe?
nowadays really very busy... working and studying and going out... don't even time for other things else... about my studies... the business stats is something like maths but it is so so much difficult and for the FIT, i really had no idea what the lecturer is teaching about because i have been missing lessons for a very long time.. and i have also not see the lecturer for a long time.... having my test on wednesday... i really don't know how to do the sums.. right now thinking of getting a mc.. so i can "escape" from the test...
going away soon.. can't wait but at the same time feeling quite sad too.. after all, the course is ending soon... and i am somehow "attached" to it.. starting my advanced diploma shortly after that... then.. i will see how.. because i will most probably have to afford for my own degree course if i want to pursue it so i think i will have to save and earn money for it...
cannot wait for my birthday!!! because after that i will be 18 and i can go ahead for my driving lessons and i really cannot wait!!! i cannot wait to drive a car and i am going to save enough money for it and i am going to be like samuel and finish the lessons within 2 months and hopefully i can pass on the 1st attempt so that i don't have to waste time and money to retake it.. just thinking of it makes me feel so excited!!
going out soon.. have been posting this when i was in the office till now and i'm already at home.. will post again when i feel more like it...
i wish i could just say "i like you".
i'm taking forever to forget you.
Saturday, November 04, 2006 at 12:20 PM
exams are finally over.. the next torture is next month.. still have no idea what i will be studying about.. only starting this coming monday...BL is a sure failure.. hope i can pass my PMPM.. don't expect good grades but just let me pass
people change very fast... just for that change of mind... their mindset can totally changed... but nevermind.. they are what they are.. they make up their own mind and we as outsiders have definitely no reason interfere.. i just don't want to say anymore...
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
