soon... i don't care if i will be missing all this but i seriously had enough.. i don' t think i can longer tolerate any of these anymore... with so many new and unnecessary rules, i really don't see the need to stay... i admit there are fun and happy times but all this are not worth to be remembered ... and there is definitely nothing called friendship here... if only everyone would not be so fake, it would be better... totally sick and disgusted of this place...
if everything went well, i will be ending mid feb, after the chinese new year and if my supervisor did not arrange for me to work during the chinese new year, then i will not work... not trying to threaten anyone but it will only be worth it to work on the new year... and whats more.. now, my schedule has been changed and i can only end work at 6pm on weekends... and i seriously don't believe a single word that he said... i am not a fool and definitely not a boot licker..
new year's eve... few more hours and it will the beginning of a new year.. time really passed very fast... and alot of things have happen.. but all are over and no point picking them up and thinking about them again...
no mood to post anymore... everything is so fucked up...
i'm taking forever to forget you.
Monday, December 25, 2006 at 10:17 AM
back to post again.. since it is another free day and there are no phone calls and no customers... what to expect on Christmas Day? i think most of the people are busy with their party and hangover from yesterday... just finish writing and then the phone rang... =.=
yesterday, my dad's friend came to Singapore... my dad show him around Sg and after that we went to a seafood restaurant for dinner.. luckily we reach there early otherwise we would have to stand in the rain waiting for seats... my dad ordered a 2 crabs!! prawns and vegetables... i think it was really too much for 5 people... me and my sis was so so full... but i think my dad's friend looks really really nice and he is very humourous too..
today they are going to visit my mum's brother because he is a chinese doctor and my dad's friend is one too... so they are going to "learn" from each other... after that, i don't know where they will go.. probably visit some tourists attractions... but it will be kinda lonely if you were to travel on your own...
lack of sleep... very tired... slept at only about 1 plus yesterday... phone keep ringing... then i have to practically pry my eyes open to wake up... if i don't wake up and continue to sleep, i can confirm that i will be late... and that is someting that i cannot afford to do anymore...
phones are now starting to ring... people are getting up and having the energy to make the phone calls... justina is still not here yet... don't know where she is.. slacking and taking her own sweet time to come to work... if she is here.. i would not feel so bored...
wait till she is here then i will finish up this post.. so meanwhile i will just fill it with loads of crap... okay.. justina just came.. shall stop...
Merry Christmas!!!
another day of sorrow...
i'm taking forever to forget you.
Sunday, December 24, 2006 at 6:48 AM
since i am so free now and it has been a long time since i last posted..i think i will have to update about what had happen recently....
finally my diploma course has finished... now is only the waiting of my results.. i think i did quite badly, since i spend most of my study week slacking away instead burying my head in books... i would only hope for a pass... no high hopes... don't know why but i really don't have the mood to study.. always feeling very lazy....
starting my advanced diploma if possible in late jan... hope that nothing will happen like it happen in my diploma.... be it good or bad memories... everything will be forgotten.... friends or no friends.. it is all just bull shit... what is the point of being so good to everyone or even to a particular person and later you just get forgotten...
working as usual... yesterday was suppose to work but last minute put aeroplane because i overslept.. all thanks to my sis... then today.. got scolded in the morning by my supervisor.. saying that now i am more daring.. don't need to inform people and then MIA... not that i can't be bothered but it is already 7am so naturally it would be quite obvious that i would not be coming... but i just kept quiet because it was still my fault anyway...
thinking of not working anymore... it just get more boring and seriously, all the people suck.. so no point staying here for so long.. even though the timing is not too bad but it is too early... always ended up looking like up a zombie the next day.... shall have a long talk with justina and we'll see how...
nat will be going to bangkok today... will miss her... she is going for a week...so good... =(
ending... otherwise i will end up writing lots of crap..
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
