finally!!!!exams are finally over!! i don't know how long have i waited for this moment. i don't care about the results now, that will be about 2 months time. i don't have confidence in any of the papers but all i want is just a pass. everyone around me says that this is one of the many times that they have work and study so hard for the exams but to me, i think this is one of the "slackest" exam that i have. i was suppose to be studying but i just cannot focus. don't know what happened to me, probably, i'm really not cut out for studying and if that is the case, then i will probably need to consider if i am really signing up for the degree course.
today's a havoc. bus to sunway lagoon was suppose to come at 8a.m but the bus only arrive at 8.45a.m. and the bus number also have to change 3 times. me and my colleague was scolded like shit. somemore that bus is a chartered bus so we were surrounded by the whole group and we were just sitting there defendless. there was really nothing we can do and we had already tell them what had happen but they just refused to listen. we have pride too, they were scolding so loud that a lot people was watching and i think my colleague cannot stand the stress and she just broke down. i just think that it is unfair for us, it is not like we are not trying our best to find a solution for you. and if i were to give a specific time that the bus will arrive, then what if the bus did not come at that time, won't i even be reprimanded even more jia lat? that's why i don't like to promise anyone anything if i am not confident of. accidents do happen and if i can predict everything , then i won't be sitting here. i will probably be a fortune teller or some people that sit outside of temples and read your palms and tell you about your life.
but seriously, i'm not affected by what they said because, and i guess i'm already immune to it. this is not the first time that i got scolded and this won't be the last time. you can shout for whatever you want and i don't think that it is me that is losing face but it is you. i think i manage my anger quite well. so proud of myself. =) if people don't mind queueing for more than one hour for a box of donuts, then why can't they wait for a little while more for their bus? i don't think shouting will make the bus come faster. the bus used diesel and not your sound energy.
enough of all this. don't want to spoil my mood. not too much sleep today but then i feeling not too bad. i think probably because i've finish my exams and i am just relieved and can't be bother with other things.
school's starting soon. on monday, want to finish the course as soon as possible.. school's good but just that i am just getting sick and tired of it. going to school, not studying but just lazing my days away. it is just not the way to study and also, i don't think i have the mood to study anymore.
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
