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Saturday, April 28, 2007 at 9:21 AM

here i am, working as usual. i think i'm slowly losing my voice soon. had a sore throat a few days back and now it has be worsen. i'm having cough now and a very bad running nose. i think it is because of the rain and the sudden change of the weather. i seriously hate the weather, it can be so sunny and bright in the morning but in the afternoon, the weather can change so badly, the heavy rain and the super strong wind. hope i can get better by next week, i really can't afford to be sick. there is just too much things for me to do and there must not be a delay.

i am just feeling so so sick. how i wish i would be at home sleeping in this cold weather. went gym with jas yesterday, now my body is also aching. was suppose to have lesson yesterday but last minute cancelled due to the lecturer taking MC. seriously ridiculous, i mean they only inform us last minute and if we were on our way then what? are we suppose to make our way home again. the school simply has no responsibility. anyway, since we had no school, so we just stayed in jas house and slack the whole afternoon. actually intended to go to the science centre since it has been a long time since we or rather i went there, but nat seems reluctant to go because she says that it is a waste of money. So in the end, we just stayed at home and watch "Holiday" by Cameron Diaz, Kate Winslet and Jude Law. overall, it was quite an interesting movie as it says there was 2 girls who got their hearts broken, then decided to go for a holiday and one of the girls then went on the net to look for a holiday location and then, she set eyes on the other girl's house as it look really nice and comfy. the only condition for the renting of the house was to have a house exchange, in other words, both of them will switch houses for two weeks. and then there, they meet their new love and you 'll see how they live together and all the things that they did to overcome the obstacles. it was a not bad movie but i wouldn't really recommend it if you want to watch a interesting movie.

i realise that i have been spending a lot of money this few days. i keep withdrawing money from the bank, not earning money but keep spending money and to think that i'm suppose to save money. =.= i just spent about 500bucks on driving yesterday, has been a long time since i went driving. sometimes thinking quite tired as the whole journey will take about 1 hour then after that still have to go driving. somehow getting kinda bored of it. and also the next TP date is so far apart, makes me feel even less motivated.

always ended up posting for a few hours, it is close to 2pm now. going home in a about half an hour. don't have any mood to post anyway. at the rate that i am coughing, i'm not surprise if i cough out blood the next time.

i just want to be treated the way i treat people.

i'm taking forever to forget you.