a lesson to be learn. no more mocha if i am working the next day. i really cannot sleep yesterday! it was so horrible. feeling really tired but cannot sleep. no more coffee next time. anyway, no coffee means good too. coffee= caffeine= cannot sleep and also, most importantly, FAT. and hua yu says i need to jian fei. ya,i know.
my daddy's coming back today! so happy. he has already gone for a month already. hope that he won't have to go back so soon! there is always laughter and alot of lame jokes when he is around. i just love having my dad around.
very very bored. in the morning was abit high, cause it is obvious that i do not have enough sleep but now, i'm bored. real bored. no one around to talk to me and no one to play games with me. don't know where is jus now. i think she will be back today but then. i don't know what time. customs are jamming like mad and the phones are ringing like crazy. i think coming back on sunday will also be the same. the customs will definitely crammed like shit. all the coaches from everywhere is coming in to singapore because it will be a school day and a working day on monday. no more holiday. no matter weekend or weekdays, it is the same for me. no difference. weekends and public holidays , i have to work and for weekdays, i have to go to school. so no difference. it is the same for me.
okay. i'm really really bored. did not bring my books cause i thought that i would be very busy throughout my whole shift. but i'm stuck here posting. no photos today cause i'm in the office. don't really feel like working anymore. i've been wishing for a long time. to sleep till i wake automatically and not by the sound of alarm clock or the phone ringing. tomorrow another long day and sunday is not of any difference. then the next monday will be the study week, how to sleep peacefully? i intend to wake up every morning to study but it will be a plan. i hope that i can fulfill it.
since, i am so free, i shall gossip about people. Mr Wee, to be honest, i'm not angry with you or so to speak, i don't even feel that i have the right to be angry. but, i'm just disappointed. you ownself say that i called you 32 times. but you still went back to sleep. don't want to talk about it. what is past is the past.
right now, i'm thinking of whether to go for the degree course. firstly, it is too costly and i don't think my parents will be able to afford it and i also don't know if they want to pay for me. partially, the reason that i don't want to join because i'm afraid that i cannot cope with the work because right now, i already don't understand what the lecturers are talking half of the time or in fact, most of the time. and the degree course is going to be a lot more stressful. with project and thesis to complete. i really don't know. i think i will go if my mum pays for me but... i'm always so contradicting. can't stand myself.
okay. i stopping. going to buy 4D and play game. that is the only thing to do when i'm working. there is no one here, except of course, the colleagues. waiting for 2pm to come so i can go. waiting, waiting, waiting.....
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
