there is something wrong with my computer. it just cannot log into blogger. i wanted to post two days ago but the computer just won't let me do it. irritating. didn't know that i've already not post for more than one week. everyday i would think about posting but everyday i would be dragging and delaying it to another day and another day and thats why i'm posting now and also because i'm working and there is absoulutely nothing i can do. if i don't get to do anything, i will fall asleep. lucky i have no tuition today. exams just finish and i think me and them need a break. the kids have been studying real hard and i hope that they will get good results.
alright. my eyes is are closing very soon. i'm so so tired, i think i slept less than 5 hours yesterday. and sitting here is even worse because it is so comfortable. i seriously hate this kind of life. don't feel like going anywhere except going home.
i realise that i've been kind of short tempered lately. always getting pissed off or getting angry over the smallest thing. i don't know what is wrong is me. is it because people are irritating me or i'm just being irritating? it has been a long while since i really lose my temper. i guess because i just have some things in my mind for a very long time and i just can't get it off somehow.
now then i know that the tears that are shed are all useless. now then i realise that being heartbroken is absoulutely being very stupid and dumb. so much was given out and i doubt any of it were ever returned. feel like great big fool. to think about all those tears and all those horrifying nightmares but to me now, all of this won't and will never matter anymore. that was just not me at that time.
i always wonder why am i doing so much. i know that whatever i do will definitely not be reciprocated but somehow, i just am so used to doing all those things. but whatever, i will never overdo things. probably like what others say. it is just out of gratitude.
after having lessons in the afternoon now, i realise that all afternoons are actually very precious. i can do alot of things if i don't have school. in the past, class finish at 12pm and we can do alot of things in the afternoon. but now, we are so limited. as in we can 0nly go out before class starts or after class starts and it is super boring.
okay. i'm super busy now.
i'm just being super irritating to everyone around me.
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
