and here i am, posting again and as usual, i can't get back to sleep. once i awake, all the thoughts will come running into my mind and then, my mind would be so crammed of all this stupid stuff and leaves me with no choice but to get up. i'm tired of this life.
so fast and it is already friday. our one week holiday is coming to an end soon. assignment date due and the class test is also following behind. and it is soon the beginning of our stressed lives.
thinking about tomorrow kinda makes me feel even more tired. having to wake up at 5am and working at 6am. at this point, i can't think of the money that i would be making since it is also not big bucks anyway. it is basically the same routine every single week.
i feel like talking to someone and just let everything go. i want to be free from all this thoughts. it is somehow terrifying me and i am going to go crazy some day and i'm sure of it. feel like talking but at the same time, don't know if i should just tell all of my problems or should i just keep quiet. i know i am irritating and contradicting. just leave me alone.
since someone says that my posts are so short, i will try and lengthen it but i feel that the longer i write, the more my post would be emo. guess i would never be separated from that word. i am who i am.
i am reading this book called my ex-boyfriend handbook and i have come across some very meaningful or rather very "sense" sentences. let me all put it together and then i will post it here and let everyone enjoy. nowadays going back to the nerdy days, like reading alot and i've spend less than a week to finish one book. probably gonna some more later. already have some book titles in my mind.
okay. the plan for today. i'm going to my mum office to pass her the phone and then after that, if i have time, probably to the bookstore for story books and then will meet the gang at raffles cause they are going to queue for donuts and if it is already late then i will make my way home. yup. i know my life's boring but then again, why the need for having it so full of surprises. i don't wanna lead a life that james bond have, always living in fear or being so protective and uptight about what is happening around.
i guess that is about it. i'm slowly running out of ideas and i'm kinda in a hurry. so see ya!
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
