when i have time to sleep, i don't want to sleep. yesterday slept at about 1-ish but today, wake up at 8plus. i think i am really mad. not enough complain then when there is enough time for me to have enough sleep, i wake up so early. something wrong with my body.
yesterday didn't go school partially cause my mum was sick and i had to accompany her but i think it is just that i was plain lazy. loads of excuses. i just find that it is quite a waste of time to go for that 3 hours then after that head home again. might as well stay at home and enjoy that 3 hours.
finally finish my HR assignment. that would be the end of all assignments! i don't think i will score well but seriously, i don't care. i already did the best i could, how to do when you have no idea what the assignment is about? i'm losing my concentration and focus in studying. i don't know why.
exams coming soon and the last thing that i want to happen is to fail my papers. i will try all my best to work hard for these 3 papers. no more slacking and excuses! i must motivate myself!!! econs test is coming in 3 days and i have not studied yet. talk about working hard. =.=
i was thinking, how great it would be to leave everything behind and have a fresh start in some country where no one will know who you are. you would be able to make new friends and start everything all over again. know your mistakes and never make them again. i'm planning to do it, as much as i would miss my friends over here, i would even appreciate to go to another new and better environment.
meeting jas at TB later for lunch and then we will head to school after that. i think i would be going home after that, nowadays spending alot of time with my sis. to her it is good cause whenever we go out, she does not have to spend a single cent. i would have to pay for most of her stuff. i also like and would want a elder sis.
i guess in everyone's life, that would always be a theme song for them. some may be a happy one and some would be a sad one and in my case, it is just not that pleasant.
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
