rather than sitting here doing nothing, i thought of just posting since this is the best way to waste time and also time pass very fast whenever i'm posting. i don't know why.
was almost late for work today. was trying to put in my stupid contacts lar. they just can't fit into my eyes. or rather, my eyes keep blinking. irritating. i reach at 0609am, just one more minute then i will be late. but sad that i cannot claim my cab fare but luckily it was only $3.50. cheap cheap.
to that someone: some things may had already happen, but if i'm making that effort, why can't you too? well, the choice is yours, i can't force things to be what i want it to be. and if our friendship will still be standing now, doesn't this means that we are both actually stronger than what we thought?
i agree that to what you said but do you think i would have the choice? you don't expect to see me being grumpy all day long and i'm not telling you all these things so that you can dislike this particular person, i'm telling you because you are my friend. you don't see me going around telling people about all my stuff and in fact, i don't even tell it to anyone else. but whatever it is, we may not be back to before but i hope that we will be better than before. =)
HAHA, jus still have 10.5hours more to go while i only have 2.5hours more. talk about being fair. =)
i'm so so bored. nothing to do.........
feel like drinking today, i don't know why. becoming an alcoholic soon. i want drinks that can make me drunk. i'm so tired and irritated of everything that is happening.
i was just thinking, so what now? what will happen? life is just so much different and i guess it will be a bigger change for you when you meet different people. how how? i'm so clueless. i'm trying already but i need more time. i just refuse to believe that i cannot do such a simple thing. since i've already made a vow to myself, i will try harder and perservere to the end. it is not me to give up halfway.
就算跌倒了，我还是会鼓起勇气站起来。永不放弃！
i just hope things will get better and wish that everything will come in my way.
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
