okay. i'm done with chinese. suddenly just feel like writing but everything when i write chinese, all my inspirations would disappear. and i end up just writing very minimal.
next week playing badminton with jus and ken at tampines. i don't want to play with the group anymore, everytime i book already then in the end have to cancel because of some stupid things. i think by the time we can play, we'll all be rotting already. probably after playing badminton, will either go catch a movie or go somewhere else to play. feeling so bored lately. there are so many things i have to do.
this is my list: 1. clean my room (it's like a pig sty already) 2. wash and clean my toilet (it's looking like a public toilet soon) 3. finish up my birthday cards (everyone's birthday around the corner) 4. wash my clothes (they are all piling up) 5. fold my clothes (when you wash, you got to fold them too) 6. clean my table (exams finish and books are all around) 7. alter my pants (hurray! finally my pants is too loose!!!) 8. flip papers to look for a job (i'm broke) 9. exercise (3months!) 10. check out on the degree course (i need to save money) 11. return books to ruth (=.=) 12. work to pay off loans (i owe my mum alot of money)
so, there are a rough list of 12 items that i would have to do. doesn't seems a lot but it is actually alot to do. i would have to spend up to one full day to finish one card. (i know i am slow) my mum have been constantly nagging me to clean up my room, i just manage to fold one pile of clothes and manage to make my room look more presentable yesterday. so that is also an achievement.
nowadays, have been doing things on my own. now that we are all out of school, it is even harder to meet up as compared when we were in the school. so most of the places that i need to go, i would have to go there alone. and most of the days i also have tuition at night, so that doesn't really make a difference. but it's good, i'm becoming more and more independant. i think soon i will be able to go thailand on my own. i even imagine myself speaking fluent thai yesterday! this is seriously a great achievement!!!
i just don't think why should i deserve such treatment from you. i mean, i don't see you treating other people like that. that is what i'm afraid of. i don't want to end up being indispensible without you. i want to have my own life too.
there are just too many things to say and too many things to do. my mind is so crammed with everything that i don't think i'm functioning properly. kenneth still have not reply me and i'm waiting. probably he just does not want to. and i don't blame him. =)
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
