there are probably lots of changes to my life now. no more studies so i'll most probably spend my time working or if not slacking at home (which i most probably would do so). next week would be working 5 out of 7 days. 4 days i'm suppose to work in the morning. hope i would be able to wake up. this few days had only very little hours of sleep. well, talk about yesterday, i received a call from office asking why did not come to work. HAHA. i had already cancelled my schedule but i don't know why is it not updated so my colleague have to work alone and luckily there was no alot of envelopes otherwise i don't know how she could cope because i'm not coming and definitely not intending to.
Nat is starting work this week and Ken too. wow. seems like a good week for everyone. then hua yu is also starting school. i'm so glad i'm not in this intake because i will probably be so exhausted that i won't have the mood to study. and then have to end up deferring the whole course and thus wasting time and money.
the only thing that i hope now is that i would be able to pass my three other papers. i don't want to waste my time studying for the supp paper. it is just so hard to study after so long and i'm sure everything that i studied before would be long gone. =)
talking to jas yesterday and she kinda scolded me. she was like so LOUD lar. and not as if i did anything wrong. or at least it doesn't seem wrong to me. anyway, i've already told D clearly so i think that would be done and get over with. now, is the other more important thing. lets just see what would happen after that 3 months. i cannot guarantee anything and to me, at this point of time, giving up is no longer a matter to discuss about.
i so want to go for a holiday. but how? i've tuition almost everyday except tue and then at this point of time, most of the kids are having their exams soon and what would the parents say if i'm gonna disappear at this point of time? and with everyday so fully packed, i don't even have energy to think about other things.
finally: i realise what you meant by that. if we can't get well during that time, right now, it is really more difficult. and it means we both really have to make their extra effort. haha. not that it is not possible but it would really required lots and lots of effort. i don't mind giving it a shot but what about you? sometimes, looking back, i realise that there are so many things that we used to joke about, so many things that we talked about and also lots of stuff that we share. kinda missing all this. but, i just don't understand why did such a small misunderstanding cost us to be like that.
there are like so many movies that i want to watch lately. some are not screened yet. 1. Rush Hour 3 2. Secret 不能说的秘密 3. Hairspray (it looks super interesting!) 4. Ratatouille (a rat that cooks!!) 5. 1408(horror movie!!!)
talk about movies, this week went to watch simpsons with jus and ken. erm. personally, i don't really enjoy the movie, it was so lame that i keep dozing off. the storyline is like all those cartoons that you can see in cartoon network but no choice, ken likes it so much. he was practically begging us to watch it. well, at least he enjoys it and even after the movie, he is still humming the tunes of the movie and he kept grinning and telling us that he enjoyed the movie so much. =.= i guess it is just the age difference. =)
meeting m.h and nat next week. going for retail therapy! finally, after so long. can't wait. i guess that is the nature of all women. they like shopping and they have durable legs that can withstand the hours of walking and also the "reactive" mouth for bargaining. haha.
i've an offer now. my dad bought a new phone and i'm wondering whether to use it anot. if i do, then i would have to give up my current phone now. still thinking about it. both have similar features or if not better ones. both phones have a 2mega-pix camera but only mine has auto focus and flashlight. where else for the music, my phone can only play mp3 format songs while the other one can play wma format too. the resolution of the new phone is also better and clearer. if i were to get this phone now, means that i would have a longer time for me to get another new phone and that is something that i'm pondering about. my whole point of getting a new phone is to get one with new and better features and having everything that my current phone has. but i guess it is kinda hard. phones nowadays are mostly of the same features. i don't know how. i'm contradicting again. this or the one below?
okay. gotta go and eat my breakfast now. feeling very tired and drained out. have done more than enough of posting today.
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
