looking at things at a different perspective can really result to a different ending or a different story. so that's why i always say, everything can be different depending on how you see it.
probably to him, he finds it worthwhile to be doing what he is doing. but sometimes, you will have to look at the situation. it's obvious that people is taking advantage of what is happening and is using you then why is it that you are still so willing to be doing everything for her? somethings are not worth remembering. all your friends are telling you the same thing but there you are, still oblivious to what is happening. what do you want? she has already told you very clearly in the face already and you still so dumb, thinking that what she is doing is correct. so what if you have been together for a long time? to let things become like that simply just means that the relationship is not strong enough to withstand anything. so what is the point of holding it?
probably when it comes to all this things, people that are out of the situation would be able to see it better and clearer. 旁光者清.
studying. i don't know if i still feel like studying. it's not about not having any motivation to study but thinking about to going to school early and not being able to work just dismiss the whole idea of studying. well, not that i like to work, but the money is what entices me, at least i would have money and spend on things i want where else, if i am studying, then i would have to depend on my mum for pocket money and now that i'm already close to 20, taking money from my parents is just too embarrassing. so? i don't know, see how. my parents would definitely want me to take up the course because they feel that without at least a degree in singapore, you would not be able to do anything. i guess i would just have to wait and see.
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
