exams coming soon and seriously, i have not even study for anything yet. always keep telling myself that i must study but ended up just slacking. really no motivation, especially when you are doing it on your own and there isn't really anyone to help you out. but what's the point of all those school friends? they still leave you in the end, and they have no effort of even trying to get you back. well, they are leading their own lives now though..
really really wanting to go for a holiday, the air in singapore is suffocating me. the fast pace that i can never follow, getting more and more forgetful each day, making more and more mistakes. how am i suppose to survive in the workplace? everything is based on performance and if you don't have them or worse, instead of constant and good performance, it's just deteriorating then how? the company will never look at how long you worked or how loyal you are to the company. everything's practical.
right now, i'm aiming 05aug-08aug 4d3nBkk FnE. hope i will be able to go. fuel and insurance charge just keeps increasing and increasing. soon, i probably won't be able to afford to go on a holiday.
movies movies. lots of good movies recently, or at least i think they are. the strangers? hancock? hellboy2? wanted? don't even have time to sleep where to find time to go for movies?? thinking about it, i'm really leading a very sucky life.
my dearest sister's birthday is coming. haha. don't know what to get her. she still owes me mine and now is july already. 7 months and i have not even receive anything. so much for having a sister. =.=
is it because i do not have enough sleep that's why i'm so easily irritated nowadays. i have to say i begin to throw small tempers easily. or maybe because i know someone can tolerate my shit and i'm just taking advantage of it? i really must change and change for the better. in this state, i think i will lose all my friends. always ignoring phone calls and never reply people's message. but.. i just didn't mean it, sometimes, i'm just too tired or lazy to talk. i'm really sorry.
alright. time for work!!!! work hard and no slack!
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
