that's the word i am thinking right now, or rather like most of the time. i think this word matters to me alot and it does have effects on my future.
soon, i will stepping into another new stage of my life, i guess, by then, things will be totally different and honestly, i don't know if i would be able stay on. my mind is already wavering now. what shall i do? give up? this problem has been bothering me since day 1.
i hate to have the feeling of depending on someone. it makes me feel so useless and helpless. that's why i bound to work hard and get a good job.
life's complicated but the only way is to get on with it cause that's the way life is. there is nothing we can do about it.
on a happy note, celebrated jus's birthday last tue. i had quite alot of fun even though it's not my birthday. haha. singing and going crazy, that's my favourite hobby. =) and i quite like the feeling of friends, sitting down, enjoying a cuppa of coffee and talked about everything under the sun. i guess when all of us start to have a stable job, this is the best solution that is available to us.
CNY is coming.... the excited feelings is like fading each day, i no longer feel the excitement when i am shopping for the clothes and thinking about going over to my grandma's is even more boring. how i wish there is more activities during new year and how i wish to fang bian pao! that would be cool!!
just feel like posting today, haha, no particular reason. suddenly got mood! okay, hope to post more often. see ya.
my driving licence(it's a miracle!)
a trip abroad with my friends
a brand new job
a word from you
to see you again
good results is a must
work hard to get lots of money
